Who are you? I woke up next to a monster

Watch out for the snakes in the grass girl
They'll whisper of things you never had girl
Like a warm embrace from your dad
Nobody gives a fuck if your mad girl
Pick up your shit
Your gonna get hit girl
Fallen from grace
Who's in your space
Licking her lips
Sucking satan's dick
Singing lullabies
Behind green eyes
And you didn't see her coming
Or what she was becoming
So one year later you smash dishes and curse her name
Naw baby girl nothing stays the same
Watch out for the snakes in the grass girl
Go home your growing up too fast girl
So count your steps next time
And don't believe her lies

I never sang for my father(because he never wanted to hear me)

I hate that I had to walk by you
With no more then a blink in your direction
But my kindness is spent
Like yesterday's praises
Patience died with every mean unloving word you have spoke to me
I am not angry with you
Nor do I harbor hatred for you
Anymore
I will not let you take my light
And hold it in your hand
You are of the smothering kind
Doing as you please in this game
You have nothing
No wins or losses if I refuse to play
I have no guilt for the guilty
These words are retribution
For all the times I cried in the bathtub
It's time for you to face the person you built

For my mother

And you queen of queens
For your unfailing love
Numerous smiles of comfort
Hugs that warm your spirit
For your words that speak light
And illuminate my path
The star I see when my ego blinds me
You deserve everything

Bedside 2

And even if you broke my heart
A thousand more times
I'd still be on this bed laid beside you
For we are only human
The light in you
Would be impossible to live without

Bedside 1

Rainbow baths in the morning filled with frankincense
Her smile left a stain on my pillow
I haven't been the same since

High at noon in bed

Lying in bed because I don't want to get up
Not lazy just unmotivated
Last night I was the girl at the bar
trying to disappear into her phone
I miss her
I want her
Who am I today?
A heartbreak
someone send me a heartbeat
 So I have something to say

Cuffing season

I may miss you now in the winter
When the cold bites at my feet and chills my heart
With every passing wind
I think how nice it would be to be held
Entangled in front of a cackling fire
With Stevie wonder love songs playing in the background
The sting of loneliness is inside every crack in the wood
but I know when the sun comes back
And I shed my skin the flowers will bloom
The birds will sing of a new creature
Life will be too beautiful to waste pining for you
I will be in the grass free of loves burdens