Monday, February 10, 2014

Above all love

Unexpected and unseen
See how love appears
Before our eyes.
above our fears
So warm
Adorn me
Submerge me
Attune me
Love almighty
Key to the kingdom
Love I surrender it all
To
You

Beside 3

She tasted like a late night
Is it too late to take flight
Bloodshot eyes
killer thighs
Where you goin with that bedroom glare
If it's not too much trouble can you take me there
Kisses on her sunrise
Deep inside those infinite eyes

Every time I see you

Why can't I rid myself of you love
Tear stains that don't wash out
My throat closed so I can't scream out
GET OUT
I hate you love
I command you to leave
I just want to be happy
And not have this dark space that follows me
I just want to stop crying
Please
I need the spirits to help me
Gods know she's not thinking of me
So why do you watch me suffer love
Let me be

I don't want to be a good girl

Good girls wear bras
To cover up their dirty pillows
Cross their legs when their around
Those nasty fellows
They come home after dark
To tend to their household
Wait till it' s dark to show their jewel
Hide it under covers
Quietly submit
Good girls are beacons of heavenly love
And never lose their temper
Especially while your mother watches
No fuss
Pull out your prescribed Xanax and
hush
Good girls know their place
They go to college
To listen to promises
That aren't equivalent to them
Keep smiling
And let that good boy hit
When you die they will say
"She was a good girl"
But that's it

You said you were coming by today
I got so nervous
Anxious
I couldn't sleep
Oh love stop torturing me

Coco chanel

At the coffee shop I found a kitten
She was quite lost and looking for multiple owners
People to cuddle her
Stroke her head
And whisper love songs
She showed me her secret place
On the rooftop where she lost her virginity
Trying to recreate a moment lost, stolen
I never felt more alive then when we engage in the cosmic dance
Two bodies speaking to each other
But now wise beyond my years
I know truth
That dance does not equal a love past when night ends
I want the eternal love of friendship
Not clouded by your sexual intentions
I can't bring myself to feed off the remnants of your transgressions
No food here for you kitten
As beautiful and vibrant as you are
I can't keep you
So let's say our goodbyes
If I run into you again at the coffee shop
We can speak of the tender moment
Two similar strangers shared on the rooftop

Recent success

Even now when I should be relishing in my successes
It seems less great because I have no one to share it with
I want to tell you all the positive things in my life
I want to hear about how things are coming together for you
Hug you
Kiss you
Fuck you
Until we are doing what the old folks do and
Make love
I want our love to be a shining force in our community
But what of my wants
We don't have that anymore
And your not here
Because you don't care to be
So I'll let my congratulations fall on deaf ears
And clap for myself