Blue rooms

I'm still here
In the same place you left me in
5000 steps ago
And countless full moons
I'm not an apparition of your memory
I am a living breathing human being
Who thrives on love
You have stolen that from me
Left with not even a goodbye
See you never
As if I was unnecessary all along
As if I was some trivial thing left in your closet
As if my laughter was unwanted
Sounds of disdain
My jokes aren't funny now
My voice drives you insane
I'm alone
This is true
But I'm not here waiting on you